(Aug 2016, ON. Canada)
This one was by far the most strange thing that has ever happened to me. I had started reading the bible a few days before the dream, but this time searching for a deeper understanding of it. The day this dream happened, I woke up with an ominous sensation, like something very bad had just happened. If something had happened it had to happen during my dream. But I could not remember anything of it. I had the impression that everything had been shown in the dream, that the dream images were shocking and disgusting but because I woke up, all those images were deleted from my mind as if they were forbidden in this realm, but the feelings that those images provoked were left intact. It just made no sense.
I found this passage in Daniel 2:28, “but there is a God in heaven that revealeth secrets, and He hath made known to the king Nebuchadnezzar what shall be in the end of days. Thy dream, and the visions of thy head upon thy bed, are these:” MT&JPS
King Nebuchadnezzar had a dream and forgot what the dream was about and he asked all the seers and magicians of his kingdom to tell him his dream and the meaning of it or be put to death. The king was clearly affected by the dream even though he didn’t remember it, just like me. The only one able to give him an answer was Daniel, and he said the dream was about the end of days.
Additionally Revelation 10:4 says, “Seal up the things which the seven thunders uttered, and do not write them.” NKJV
The same that happened to me happened to John while receiving the Revelation from our Lord, John wasn’t allowed to write what he had heard as I wasn’t allowed to remember what I had dreamt because that was only for the end of days.
So what did I dream about?
It couldn’t be about my death because I have had that dream a few times before and as soon as I woke up that fear left me, but this dread would not go away for weeks. It couldn’t be a nightmare about demons or evil beings either, for those, no matter the situation, never left me with this type of anguish, and since long ago I had learned how to control them. It couldn’t be about the death of my mother or other loved one either cause when my father passed away I had no such feelings because since my youth I have been visited by the spirit of the deceased, death does not mean the end of anything to me, it is just a moving away.
What was that that I should not speak about in this world? The only clue I had left was this empty bitterness in my gut, and that feeling stayed with me until I figure out what the dream could be about. I found this other passage in Revelation 10:9, “So I went to the angel and said to him, “Give me the little book.” And he said to me, “Take and eat it; and it will make your stomach bitter, but it will be as sweet as honey in your mouth.”” NKJV
There it is, John had it too. For him was bitter sweet, but for me just bitter. For him was probably about the nature of GOD, His infinity love and His terrifying power, but for me just terrible. My dream had to be about something terrible. It could only be about the terrible Day of the Lord.
Can you imagine the scene, the one when Jesus appears and punishes to death all those who worship the Beast. Revelation 14:9-11, “9 Then a third angel followed them, saying with a loud voice, “If anyone worships the beast and his image, and receives his mark on his forehead or on his hand, 10 he himself shall also drink of the wine of the wrath of God, which is poured out full strength into the cup of His indignation. He shall be tormented with fire and brimstone in the presence of the holy angels and in the presence of the Lamb. 11 And the smoke of their torment ascends forever and ever; and they have no rest day or night, who worship the beast and his image, and whoever receives the mark of his name.”” NKJV
I don’t know about you but I wouldn’t want to see that and even less receive that kind of punishment. But it doesn’t end there for the evil ones, when judgment comes all our deeds will be shown and those found unworthy will be thrown into the lake of fire and those found worthy will go to heaven to live with the Lord forever. But if you go to heaven and the person or persons whom you love the most do not, wouldn’t you be sad for eternity for loosing your loved ones?
To go to heaven after judgement day means to have an incorruptible body. With that body, our tolerance for evil will be minimal and our capacity to do good exponentially increased. We will be very fast on the side of GOD, and our feelings for our evil loved ones will turn into rejection and then they will go into oblivion.
Those feelings will inexorably vanish leaving no sorrow for the missing. It will be as if they never existed. So, if you go to hell do not hope that your loved ones go to rescue you at some point, no one will because no one will remember you.
